Hey dad Karl here I'm not sure whether to say son or daughter I'm sorry if I'm not what you might have thought I would be like but I hope your proud of me I'm sorry I don't have any memories to reminisce on I don't know whether you think about me still up there watching over us say hi to mum I miss you guys so much I love you and mum with all my heart I'm sorry I don't know much about you and that I may have said nasty things about you for leaving us but I think I just said those things because I was hurting I'm fairly sure that I'm still hurting so bad I'm not sure if i will ever stop hurting I love you and mum with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx